Oh, if only some wretched witch would curse me and turn me into some sort of abominable beast. Then, perhaps, I could be free of the ills that plague me; remedy myself on a feast of human flesh as I sow rampage and ruin in the wake of my tormented wandering.

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-vibrating intensifies-


I will not elaborate

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Okay, so I’ve been on mandated rest because I think I sprained my hand during practice, my knee could always use more rest, and now when I was supposed to start backy coworker gave me her kid’s cold because she didn’t want to mask at work. One of these days I’ll actually get to return to my schedule, I stg 😭

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Tfw you forget to check what’s in a flavoring before downing a whole cup of it. Am I gonna regret it for a month, or is the heartburn just for chugging coffee?


Living with an apparently undiagnosable food reaction sucks, nobody can even tell me what to look out for, let alone can I remember it.

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Hi, I’m back with more staff stuff! Maybe one day I’ll make more photo content (I want to make a new costume and get the camera out so bad), but my time is limited so for now I’m just sharing some of the stuff I take while focusing on my practice. I’m excited to do more short choreography, really get a feel for how to incorporate my tricks into a full piece

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I’m gonna buy myself a new, longer staff as reward for reaching my savings goals well before my move. I think the lever points will be at a better height, and will be more forgiving with the length, and it will help with some dance aspects that are a little extreme with a shorter staff. I’m just… bad at spending money, but also excited to be at a stage where I can justify purchasing a new prop and have solid reasoning behind it.


The leather grip wrap tho? That’s just pure extravagance and me being a stubborn ass about synthetic materials (look, I’m worried about replacing grip tape with adhesives, what if it’s gummy and won’t come off and affects the balance or something). One thing at a time, though. Maybe I can test a braided corsage wrap once I have the new staff, see if it gives me rope burns like I’m expecting, lol!

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Just a li'l staff practice at MomoCon. I need to work on my stage fright, and the only way to do that is actually practicing and performing in front of people. Bonus points if it’s in my fave cosplay, right?

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You huddle closer to the fire, feeding it twigs to eke out its feeble life against the wind. And you know that you, too, will succumb to the cold. -Original Prose
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So I was taking some nice pictures when this Chad decided it was a good time to keep trying to flirt with me. After I gave him zero time of day and continued to direct my photographer. And yes, he is standing off camera of this pic and staring at me.

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I don’t know what to post here any more, cuz I wanna keep my main blog free of cluttered reblogs. So here, have a hotel hed selfie with bedroom eyes ig

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